How using porn will turn you into a cuckold sissy faggot

When a straight man uses porn, he has sex with fake pussy on the screen and real cock in his hand. Pretty soon the fake pussy becomes boring, as all fake things do, and he must escalate to harder and harder stuff. Cock will eventually find its way into your porn. Cock shows better on the screen. Cock is external genitalia, while women have internal genitalia. Cock feels more forbidden, because a straight man is never supposed to see another man’s erect cock. Cock is fascinating. It is bigger and blacker than yours. It makes her moan like you never could. You always wished you had a cock like that.

It’s so hot watching a pretty girl get penetrated by a big cock. The angles you like are the ones that show it best. Think about what you are watching now. This is something only one type of man throughout all of human history has ever seen. It is the point of view of the cuckold. 

Dick in your hand, dick on the screen. Your familiarity with cock grows, while your familiarity with pussy diminishes. Sex seems to be mostly about cock. The men on the screen have big cocks. You wonder how your own cock measures up in real life. You decide to go to the adult bookstore, to the video arcade, just to look. It is dark, and there are men lurking. You quickly lock yourself in a booth. You are safe now. You start playing a video, a familiar comfort. 

There is the sound of rustling next door.  A man puts his cock in the hole. It is shocking, but you prepared yourself already by seeing so many cocks on the screen at home. It is flaccid, but seems much bigger than yours. Could this just be a coincidence, or are most men like this? To find out, you have to get it hard.  You reach out and lift it. It feels heavy. You squeeze it to try to get a sense of how it feels compared to yours. It starts to get even bigger. You get freaked out and run away.

But you can’t stop thinking about it. All those cocks on the screen have led to cock in real life. If only it worked that way with women. It is so much harder to be with a woman. So time consuming, so emotionally draining, so expensive. That man was so much bigger than you! Maybe it’s true, you have a small cock. Maybe that’s why you can’t be with a woman. You have to go back and see more cocks to learn the truth. You have to get them hard to find out.

You go back another day with some good lube and start stroking a different man’s cock. You feel him get hard in your hand. He is enjoying this. You are good at it. You have had a lot of practice already on your own cock. It feels so natural to stroke a cock, and so exciting to stroke another man’s cock. He is excited, and you are excited. He is so much bigger than you, and it makes you feel inferior and submissive. You would never really have the experience of a big cock if not for this. It feels like having sex for the first time, a mystery revealed. You are grateful for this experience. 

You have not had sex in so long, and It feels so good to be intimate with another person. It also feels so wrong to be doing this. A straight man should not be stroking another man’s cock. The forbiddenness makes it more exciting. And yet it also feels natural, because you have been stroking your own for so long. It’s like all those hours spent staring at cocks on the screen and stroking your own cock were just practice for this. You spent countless hours rehearsing, and now you are onstage, and you are a star. This man wants you to keep stroking him. If you stopped, he would get angry. You have to keep going, even if he takes a long time to climax, and your arm gets tired, and your legs are sore from kneeling. Then suddenly, without warning, he starts to cum on you. You feel a warm splash on your face and for a moment you are confused about what it is - a drip from the ceiling? It splashes again on your face and in your hair and on your shirt and runs down your wrist into your sleeve while you still hold and stroke his big swollen cock. You see the white cum dripping from the head of his cock so close to your face. You have never even seen this before in porn. It feels so new, so forbidden, so erotic. 

He takes his cock back and gives you the thumbs up through the hole. You did a great job. You are really good at this. You are kneeling on the floor of the gloryhole booth covered in cum. You clean yourself up with paper towels that have thoughtfully been placed there for you. This place was designed thoughtfully for people just like you. These people know who you are and what you need. There is so much cum to clean up, it takes several paper towels. His cock was bigger than yours, and you stroked him off on your knees, and he came all over you, and it felt so good. Another man comes in and presents his cock for service. You are attractive and popular. Men want you. Maybe this is what you were meant for? 

You start stroking another man’s cock. You stay there for two hours, stroking off five different men. The last man’s cock was enormous. It made you feel like you weren’t even the same gender as him. Compared to him, you are not even a man. Your own little cock is more like a clitoris compared to his. You are on your knees, stroking a man’s enormous cock. You are playing the role of a woman for him. This is what women do for men, and you are doing it for him, and you are so good at it. The head of his cock is right in front of your face. His cock is thick and heavy. You see the hole where the semen comes out.  You are trying to make him cum, and you are afraid it will get in your eyes, but you have to keep going. This is your duty, and you have to take that risk, just like a woman does. He starts to moan and grunt. The semen shoots out onto your face. You squint your eyes and keep going, gripping his cock tightly just below the head and stroking in tight little strokes, just like you learned to do for yourself to amplify the orgasm. He comes again and again, allowing you to caress his cock as he finishes and starts to soften. Then he takes his cock back and leaves you there covered in sticky cum.

You are a little freaked out now, shaken. You just stroked off five men, like a slut, like the women in the porn videos. Most of them had cocks much bigger than yours. You are kneeling on the dirty floor of the gloryhole, covered in cum. Your clothes are ruined. You walk through the bookstore back to your car. The clerk behind the counter and the men in the store watch you leave, shaken and messy with fresh wet cum stains on your shirt and your pants. In the car you notice that there is cum in your hair that you missed. Your hands smell musky. You go home and change your clothes and shower. You can’t get the musky cock smell off your hands. You jerk yourself off now to more porn. Your own cock feels so little in your hand. You try to go back to normal life, but your head is full of the memory of all those cocks. 

A few days later, you are lonely and horny again. Women are strange and difficult and unfamiliar. It is so much easier to go to the gloryhole, where you are comfortable. Men want you, and you are good at pleasing them. You go back again and again. You haven’t had sex with a woman in years, but you have stroked off 50 men in the last few months. You have trouble looking a woman in the eye now. When you see an attractive woman, you think of all the men you have stroked off, and how small your cock is compared to theirs. In your mind’s eye, you see their big swollen cock heads hovering in front of your face and feel the splash of their hot semen on your face. You don’t deserve to be with a woman. Congratulations, you are a sissy faggot now.